Awkward

I don't know what the deal is. I haven't had anything to write about. Nothing but a bunch of negative hpts. Actually, I'm just sick of it all, to be completely honest.
I blame this mood on hormones or the lack of, lol. There are just so many things in my head and I'm holding it back for the most part but it's becoming difficult. 
I want to give my daughter a sibling. I want to have a complete family. I want to feel normal. I want to be thin and healthy. 
I need a new approach to this. Not sure how but somethings got to give, right?

The Egg Dance

Thanks to a wonderful friend from twitter, I learned of a new dance! The egg dance. 

Saturday night was a full moon. The biggest moon I've seen in a while and everyone on twitter was abuzz. Feeling totally out of the loop I asked and was surprised to learn. You crack an egg by your garden and walk around it 3 times. It's supposed to help get you pregnant. I know my neighbors (who are VERY nosey) thought I was a complete lunatic walking around my plants but I did it.

Now we wait. 2 weeks to be exact. I feel good. 

Can't help but smile :)